I am still feeling really tired and overwhelmed by the world. So much pain, so much lonliness, so much poverty, so many wars and so many gossip magazines yet there are so many people who are so wealthy, so ignorant and just don’t seem to care at all. It is all making me quite anxious.

Thankfully I have done a couple of things to try and reinspire and reenergise myself. Firstly I have put in to start work at 11am two days a week which means that I can start my days with a swim and prayer and meditation. It also gives me time to try and do some things I have been meaning to do for ages like write leters to politicians or paint.

Ryan has also agreed to share team leading responsibilities with me at Rough Edges. This will give me more of chance to talk to people and listen to them and engage with them which is something that really sustains me but I find hard to do when I am having to watch everthing that is going on.

And finally Martin and I have started going out every second Friday. It is good as we don’t really get to see much of each other as we are so busy with work and studies and it is also fun. We went put put golfing which he had never done before and we went and ate at the Peruvian restaurant which we do a lot but it is yum and he kind of needs to have it sometimes and it reminds him of home.