Well it has not been a bad weekend at all really.
Yesterday I spent most of the day in the Newtown area looking for houses, eating potato stacks,getting lost and being with many lovely people. I started feeling a bit pessimistic sbout the idea of living with 8 people somewhere in the middle there but Jon came to the rescue with some much needed excitment and optism and so we applied for someething and it looks like we may have it. Yay I am so excited about it I could just burst.
In the evening we went to Carlos and Eva ‘sand hung with them. Martin read stories to the kids most of the night but I think that the adults were just as amused. Martin is going to be such a great father. Everytime I get scared about being a mum I remember that he will be the father of my children and my partner in raising them and it seems much less scary.
Today I slept in which I always love. Then we went to mass. Of course there were a couple of things that pissed me off but I don’t want to dwell on that now rather I will think about what was good. What was good was the Lord’s prayer. At that chursh we always sing it rather than say it and it is the most beautiful meloday and reallyt the chir is very good and it touched today in a new way. This prayer I have been saying for as long as I have been speaking all of a sudden became relevant, it made sense and it was beautiful. There was nothing else I wanted to pray then and since then. I mean it hjas only been a couple of hours since then but that’s a fairly long time really.
In the arvo Martin and I watched a movie called Kingdom of Heaven which was fascinaiting and I cooked food for Monday Club. I am now on a roster where every secpnd week I do something more esciting the sandwiches. It is a bit mroe work but some people seem to appreciate so it is worth it it. Martin has gone to Roughies now with Gem and Mum and Keith are seeing a play so I am home alone and I am cherishing every moment. IThis is a rare tiime and I figure when I move in with eight people it will beome even rarer.
Okay I am afraid that Buffy is calling me so I am going to answer. Even though I am a bit disappoineted in Buffy at the moment. It has gotton kind of depressing really but here is hoping it will get better.