God, what a last couple of days. I have been so stressed and to think that when I was in Peru I was thinking well at least when I get back to Australia I will be working less. I don’t like being stressed, especially to think that I was stressed as people were rude to me and then I realised that there were a whole bunch of people in my house last night and I did not really speak to them and the ones that I did I just talked about myself adn how angry I was. If any of those people are reading this I am sorry and I hope that I see you again to have the opportunity not to be rude.

I am feeling a litt bit better though. I went to Streetwize, which I always love. The things I love about it are, the oppurtunity to share my stories and hear other peoples stories, the singing so badly yet so beautifully, the humility, the community, the chance to read the bible and explore it with not necesarily like minded people but open minded people, the chance to escape the worlds values and enter into Jesus’ and Rough Edges’, the cahnce to be real, the prayer.

I also spoke to Tom and Jo’s grandpa and he has some experience in applying for these visas adn he was a little helpful and he eased my mind in the sense that his partner got a visa dn Martin adn I have more of the things on paper than they did.

Jane also told me to look what God can teach me formall my experiences and I realised that the xperience of been treated like a 10 year old by this university man who had no idea about my life an situation was a way that I could try to understand how many ofthe people in my life are treated everyday by almodst everyone. I can learn to understand people who are applying for visas to this country a littlemore too. I also ate food with Jemma last night and we talked and that was really nice. The food not so much but the talking to Jem was great, I think it was the first time we had hung out together since I got back and Jem is good.

Bed time.